Super Being

There used to be a creature
with a heart warmer than any
she lived for others and selflessly gave
she touched but hearts too many
there lived a fire within her
that burned and drove her wild
she wished only to give love
and constantly spread a smile
she was mad they said
crazy and obsessed too
they didn't know she gave and lost
she exhausted the flame within her
every time she colored the blue.
For every heart she touched,
she sacrificed a part of her own
she cared not about what she was losing
her sacrifice remained unknown
whoever in the world had taught her to give
had never taught her to expect in return
and so, little by little
the fire only grew and burned
burned her inside
but she stopped for no one
love was hers to give
a duty she gave herself for as long as she lived
unconditional, sacrificial,
beauty in a heart
blessing to the world
no one ever knew the sadness she did
all her insecurities, lay under a lid
she loved, and hid behind all the love she gave
hoping, that if not herself, at least some others she could save
she exists, she is out there, saving lives one heart at a time
she is still mad, crazy and obsessed too
yet her insanity makes her beautiful,
her sanity slipping as she keeps giving
But for the sake of others, she keeps living.
Selfless I call her, this super natural being,
fictitious as she may sound, she is worth believing.

Be Well

Be well dear child
Be well soon
you are a light to this dark world
brighter than noon
Get rid of the people that hold you down
Push out those insecurities that make you frown
Be well dear
Be well and fine
For you are but a blessing to all mankind
Breathe in only the good
and let go of the rest
You deserve nothing but the world's best
for it is you that shines
your soul made up of glitter
the sparkle in your eyes
testimony to your glow
what I see in you, I want the world to know.
you can close in all you want
you can drown deep in every taunt
but the truth will live on,
you are a star of the morn
and the beauty of the dusk
the euphoria of sweet musk
the hope of dawn
Be well and Be new
you are more than you know
and definitely more than you show
be well, be your best
Be You
I love You.

Eternal

Eternal
Eternal she will stay in every word he's written
Immortal will be her memory
even when she's gone
The world will know
what beauty is when personified
Everyone will read instead of see
The woman that'll always be
A writer alone can give life to death
His words will savor her memory
years and years when no one may care
his words, about her, will share
the world will know there once existed
a woman with beauty, one that words never did justice to
yet tried. and tried hard.
It is seen that he tried. For a heart.
She may have never been his
but he wrote none the less
for even if she couldn't be his own, his words were
and always stayed, alive, known.
She will live, Forever in his words.
Eternal she will be
Always alive, Never a memory.

Her Heart - His Muse

He's no prince, and he doubts how much he can charm

But his words he hopes, will do the trick, he knows they won't do harm

Words are all he can give for now, to woo a heart so dear

and maybe, just one day, his words will bring her near.

Oh to fall for a heart so pure

one who's only aim is to love

there is no sweeter feeling that this

A heart so big to write of

And write he will, of her heart still

of all it's beauty and flaws

a chaotic mind that's never unkind

She's a beautiful mess, in that little floral dress

a peace in the midst of wars

A heart with the fragrance of a rose

she drives him crazy, and away his woes

He's head over heels in love with her, 

obsessed, crazy, fool, and she knows.

She is a world of words but doesn't understand

why of all women, he wants to hold her hand

How in any way does he explain

A writer falls but once for a muse, 

and then, for her, again and again.

Every little thing she does is magic to him

every word from her lips, a sound of paradise

how can she not see what she means to him

it's written all over his notes, and surely she can see it in his eyes

She's a marvel, a gem like no other

She shines like the sun, the rarest star, rather

He's never wanted anything more

than to her, his appreciation, to always show

And when the stars align just right one day

He'll have the courage to write less, and finally say

"Be my muse forever dear heart,

be the one to stay"

Diamond In The Rough

I am tough, I am strong
I know where I belong
My life would be boring if nothing went wrong
I've seen challenges and built walls
I've jumped hurdles, big and small
I've had it tough, and at times it's been easy
The hardest part, is among fakes, to be me
But I've done it, and it empowers
I've made it, through every trying hour
I've been hit, thrown to the ground
Betrayed and lied to, new enemies found
But I've stepped ahead, away from that non sense
got rid of an ego that always took offense
I have a heart that's big, and that was always taken for granted
It prides it's enormity, but now, it's more guarded
I am un-defeatable, and indestructible
yet impossible and insatiable
I am a force to be reckoned with
Made of love, and strength, every bit
I hide away sometimes to reconstruct
My motos and principles to concoct
To build myself all over again
and in the process lost many a friend
I've changed, evolved
learned new things while the earth revolved
I've had sleepless nights, and endless fights
and even lefts problems unsolved
what does all of this make me?
Nothing special actually
Just like you, I am human too
I know where I belong
I am tough, I am strong

Can I Lay By Your Side

I wish to lay beside you right now

Wherever in the world you are

and gaze upon a shooting star

and while you're eyes are closed

and you're making a wish too far-fetched

I want to watch your crinkled eyes

as they remained shut tight

and your sweet lips, into a sweet smile, they stretch

I want to lay beside you, and maybe hold your hand

I don't care if we're on a rooftop, or maybe warm sand

wherever we may be, I want you next to me

I need nothing more than your company

To calm my racing thoughts

and if all you'll do is lay next to me

I assure you, I'll tell you lots

I'll tell you how I prefer your eyes over the stars

and how you're a better thrill than racing cars

How the sound of  your breathing is more calming than music

and how even in our silence, our hearts, in harmony they click

I'll shut my mouth too, if that's what you prefer

I'm as good a listener as I am a 'train of thought' talker

What I'd give right now to lay next to you

and share the same air you reside in

Just to be near is all I ask

Tell me dear, why should that even be a task

But Distance has the better of us

He's got us all far and alone

he's getting on my nerves now

I wish that you would just come home

Tell Distance to eat dirt

while across seas your skirt

come lay down by my side

and we'll watch the shooting stars go by.

Let Me Tell You A Secret

There is something about the forbidden
Something intriguing about the hidden
Whatever's kept behind wraps,
is never allowed to stay there long
Out in the open is where it wants to belong.
Lies, Deceit, all of it lay beneath
Covered by our pride, and given a place to hide.
Secrets we all have, stored away in the dark
the dark of our souls, hoping they'll stay till we're old
but even Secrets grow restless
they have a mind of their own
sooner or later they creep out
and along with it, they bring the company of doubt
Secrets wish to feel the light and warmth we all enjoy
they eventually want to be more than just an evil ploy
Secrets have a heart too,
they want nothing more than to ruin you
Every secret in the world
will one day unfurl
and every thing you've tried to hide
will come out stronger than the tide
Some secrets we believe are better left in the dark
for we know, when revealed, will leave a nasty mark
And then there are some for whom revelation is their destiny
Secrets that are to be told, for they cause brilliant epiphanies
There is something scary about knowing a secret
You never know before hand what it will do
Secrets come in all sizes and colors
You can never know, if once you're let in, your life will be lit, or made duller.
Secrets can hold you hostage, while allowing you to live free
Yet one day, they'll bring you down, while the world gathers to see
As you read everything I've just said
You're thinking about your darkest one yet
hold it, like a friend, closer and closer to you
One day, it'll be the worst enemy you've ever met.

Redefining Smartphones : Asus Zenfone 2

We are a generation that looks to our phones to give us the fastest, most convenient and highest quality service for almost anything. Our phones are a status symbol aside from being a medium of communication. And this status is created only if the phone is able to give us a smart phone experience like no other. We look to our phones to be able to impress us, and the Asus Zenfone 2 does exactly that.

The new Asus Zenfone 2 is a smartphone smarter than any other. Its features and specifications are made to rock your world and fill in the need gap that every smartphone user has often felt with regards to their smartphones. Let me put it simply. Here are 5 significant specifications that will allow you to have the best smartphone experience with the new Asus Zenfone 2

1. Waste no time re-charging your battery

This smartphone is blessed with the exclusive Asus technology that effortlessly speeds up your battery charging process. What does that mean? Imagine plugging in the Asus Zenfone 2 and leaving it there to charge and on returning to retrieve it, you find it’s charged from 0% to 60% in just 40 minutes. Am I kidding? No. This is for real. With the Asus Zenfone 2, you never have to wait long on your phone to re-charge it’s battery life, allowing you an economy of time, and thus enhancing your smartphone experience.

2. PixelMaster Camera

Is your choice of smartphone highly influenced by the quality of the phone's camera? Then the Asus Zenfone 2 will definitely please you. Its PixelMaster camera allows users to click astounding, high resolution pictures. The camera shutter has a 0% lag, and thus allows you to capture moments as and when they occur. Its Low-Light mode, well known in the industry of phone cameras, allows the user to click amazingly lit pictures without the help of a flash in all low-lit situations.

3. RAM-ilicious

The Asus Zenfone 2 gives you 4GB of Random Access Memory (RAM). For those of you who don’t know what that means, let me translate it for you. This genius of a smart phone will allow you to do more, while never having to worry about your many tasks slowing down your phone while you work on all of them simultaneously. The device’s processor is able to store 4GB of temporary data so that you can constantly have access to it while using the phone, thus giving you a smart phone experience like no other.

4. Great Look

The Asus Zenfone 2, although made of plastic, still has a great build quality, suitable for single-hand use and doesn't come across as a cheap phone even though it is light to hold. It’s sleek look, metallic back panel, curved edges, all make it a perfect, comfortable fit in the user’s hand. What’s better than a smart phone with great features? The same phone looking extraordinary.

5. Extra - External Storage

The Asus Zenfone 2 allows the user to expand the phone's external memory to 64 GB. That’s 64 gigabytes of anything you wish to store and have quick access to while on the move with your ‘smarter than most’ smartphone. With an option of a 64 GB Micro SD slot, why settle for anything less?


If I haven’t managed to convince you with these 5 features that make the Asus Zenfone 2 a masterpiece, then I’m sure you will be convinced once you’ve seen how affordable the phone is.

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Thoughtless

Sometimes I just don't want to think
I don't want to dwell, I don't want to ponder
I just don't want my mind to wander
Is it too much to ask, to be let free
from the bars around my brain that won't let me be
I want to be at a place away from myself
where I can put all of my thoughts away on a shelf
I need to escape this mind that loves to over-analyze
and find a place far from the lies
I long to break out from this hell of a head
that won't let me forget the things I left unsaid
all of the words that never left my lips
stay waiting on me, taunting, haunting
Words I never dared let slip
and I never will
even if my mind grew still
For those are words that feed my ego
words that I'll never share, only store
they encourage the never-ending train of thought
the one I hate getting onto, but running beside it, I'm often caught.
Throw me off, push me to the ground
the noise in my head is getting to be a deafening sound
The hate, the regret, the blame that I condemn me with
I hide them all behind the jokes, the charm and the wit
Sometimes that hiding place gets stuffy and there's nothing I want more
Than to walk out that door.

Sometimes I just don't want to think
I don't want to dwell, I don't want to ponder
I just don't want my mind to wander

I want to be blank, to see only one color from the many
I want to be thoughtless, no worry, no fear, not any.

The Scariest Part is Letting Go

The scariest part is letting go.
When something you've held on to so very close to you
wants nothing more than to be let loose,
you're left with nothing but 'hurt' to choose.
It'll break you, and tear you apart
and it'll hit you, where it hurts most in your heart
To let loose of the ties you so carefully bound
will seem like the last thing you ever want to get around.
You will have no say. To hold on, there will be no way.
All you can do, is hope to run into it again someday.
You can, for now, only pray
that when that day comes around, you'll have the strength to stay,
stay calm and know you've survived
and it was just one of those cruel moments of your life.
You'll be stronger then, trust me,
it may even seem easier after a while.

But in the hope that'll it'll get better, don't give up before you try
and for your hearts sake, never hold in a cry.
If it hurts, show it, express it, don't let the tears run dry.
If your heart aches, and your knees grow weak,
and if you've already been through a losing streak
You know all too well Change is inevitable.
How I wish someone had warned us, someone had been kind
to tell us what a bad taste love and loss leaves behind.

Beautiful Curse

There is a race, a unique few
Cursed and fated to always see things differently, new
Most people can get away with just a glance
These minds see it, at creating art, a calling chance

Memories aren't just memories for these cursed few
Incidents are more than just passers by
Every change is recorded, every move kept in mind
Every word replayed, every truth, every lie

The colours surround, the images blinden
The sounds fill their ears, reach deep within

The Chosen few, these masters of words
Cannot see things as they are
Even if they wanted to
Their eyes look beyond the obvious
Wandering the unseen and far

Cursed is what I call them
Cursed to never be able to just watch.
A world of inspiration hits them wherever they go
And they crave it, long for it, thirst for it-
Inspiration, a poets scotch.

They have no say, when a muse walks their way
Obligated to sell their souls to the words.
Come words and rhymes and plenty a verse
How extraordinary this beautiful curse!

A Dope Deal

‘Change’ they say is the only constant. 19 years of my life have taught me this in a cruel way. Things constantly change. New challenges, new people, new relationships, and eventually, the old leave to move on to a change in their own lives. No one stays the same.

I have always been the kind of person to invest myself completely into the relationships I make. I throw my heart and soul into the fire and almost always get burned. Talk about throwing caution to the wind, I’ve seen all too many relationships break before my eyes and yet, I wear my heart on my sleeve, letting anyone and everyone have a piece of it, knowing full well, only 1% of them would really take care of it.

It wasn’t until last year, that I had decided I had enough, enough of being everyone’s ragdoll, and I had no one to blame but myself. I had put my heart on the line, and I got it hurt. But that was over now. I had officially turned cold to the world. Sick and tired of being walked upon, I closed in on myself and stayed cold and heartless, stopped going out of my way to feed the relationships that existed, and never made an attempt to make any new ones. And this came as a surprise to me, as I never thought my heart was capable of this until I really accomplished a stone-hearted state of mind.

It was depressing to say the least.  Me, a bubbly, joyful, engaging teenager, turning a cold shoulder to the world, was something the world was not ready to accept. Right enough, it threw under my nose, a plethora of new challenges that required my expertise. The workaholic in me drowned and channelized all my negative energy into being the best me I can be. I nurtured my self- esteem and worked on building my strengths.

Inevitably, I met new people that craved my attention. As the saying goes, once bitten, twice shy, the heart that once used to be so accepting of love and attention was now holding back. Until one day, I met someone who was trying really hard to break down the walls I had erected.

In the end, it all came down to whether I was willing to let anyone in. I found that I was craving to feel loved again, to put myself out there, only this time be more cautious about how ‘out there’ I go. I found that the only thing stopping me from opening up, was fear of being closed off from another’s. That’s when I realized how stupid I was being, denying myself attention and love, that almost every human is genetically wired to crave, and that every human being deserves.

This year, I let myself for once, just listen to my heart, do what I’ve always been passionate about, something I’ve lived to do: Give love and in turn receive it. ‘Magic’ is too small a word to describe the new relationships I’ve made. I’ve learned that the heart will always want what it wants, and nothing you try to do, will stop it. All you got to do is forever look out for it, feed it the love it deserves and keep it away from anything that’ll bring it down.

My heart made a deal that was worth every moment of solitude spent to repair it. Listen to your heart, follow it, it knows what it needs.

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With A Heavy Heart

Be not so far away, dear heart
think not about the miles apart
stay close to me, wherever you wander
Be my comfort in the storms and thunder
Stay brave and daring and forever passionate
And all that love, forever let it resonate
Touch hearts, every single one you find
But not like me, not like you touched mine
Call me selfish and very unkind
But dear heart, you've taken over me, body, soul and mind
Every cloud away you go
love will follow, love will grow
Love will be your guardian angel
love will keep you near, I know
Dear heart, worry not about this meek one,
I am but a fighter, battles like this, won.
Won’t ever show it, don’t even know it
But for you, sweet heart, I’ll chase the sun.
Distance does some cruel things
challenges a love and all it’s worth
but in the end it sweetens the tie
fans a fire that makes a heart- a home and hearth
Go, dear heart, and do your thing,
shine and let your passion sing.
Be you in all you do
And to you, this heart will always cling.
Distance got nothing on us I say
I’ll love you across seas, and miss you in every way
Come back soon, whenever be that day
Come home, dear love, Come home to stay.

Wild Heart

A slave to a red muscle

Putty in its hands

We fall for what out hearts dictate

Fools, every woman and man

No ruler has been as cruel as this

And yet so very kind

To dictate to us our every word

And drive us, the best love to find

This heart it searches until it's found

The one it thinks will care
Hunts one down, one that's willing
Willing a love to share

Don't underestimate your little heart dear friend
It can surprise you, what it does
It'll make you want what can be,
And forget everything that was.

Just when you think you're drowning deep
Your heart will take a turn so steep

Nothing will stop it, once it's found it's destination
No mountain, no sea, no damnation

The heart will makes it way through anything
When it's set it's eyes on what it wants
No amount of control you have will get in its way
No introspection, no meditation, no taunt.

Your heart can be stubborn and so very determined
And in the end it will reach the place it wants to
However in that state of happiness and bliss
It'll lose itself completely, to any affection or kiss

Be careful dear, of your heart so wild
she can be matured and responsible, but in love, she'll be a child

She'll sit on your sleeve and throw herself where she's called
She is hungry and needy, craving the love and the fall

She's felt it before, the pain of being torn apart
Yet she can't help it, this love-hungry heart

Tame her, teach her, let her see her worth
She is a fire within herself , a home and hearth

Let that fire forever burn but never go out
Let her love unconditionally, without any doubt

Look out for yourself wild heart
Look out and be aware
Don't give yourself away completely
Remember, to love is to share.

Quest of a Lifetime

Beauty beyond words she is
Love, passion, intellect and his
She knows not what a change she's brought
To a life that between loneliness and crowds was caught

She smiles at the ground sometimes when he's around
Too shy to let him see
He knows all to well they're falling hard
Diving hard and fast into love's sea

She's outspoken, generous and so special to him
He can't begin to describe how much
She'll never know how much he cares
He wants to show her through every kiss and touch

She's an enigma to him
A mystery he can't bring himself to understand
How any human could have the power
To invade a heart of a man.

He ponders how he never thought he'd get here
How she was never part of his plan
But now his life's about loving her
And forever holding her hand.

Shes a blessing in disguise
Sent for him to love
And who is he to not appreciate
a gift sent from above?

He'll forever stand in awe of her
And forever be by her side
He'll move mountains for her
Maybe even change the tides

He's determined to give her nothing less
Than the love he knows she deserves
He'll give her love in all ways he can
Appreciate all her edges and curves.

And every other dimension of her
He wishes to know by-heart
So that he can one day vow to her at the front of the aisle
"Till death do us part"

The Act

Nothing hurts more than to know
that all of it was just a show
the curtains were raised, he saw his stage
and voila, the crowds began to roar

It was the thrill, and not his skill
that made him play the role he did
The name, the fame, he had no shame
to have taken her heart and played a game

The lights came on, he sang his song
of love and all it's glory
She should have known, he wrote the script
and to him this was all just a story

He pranced around to the lively sound
music that filled the hall
an act so deceitful and so betraying
She had never predicted the fall

Every hero has a tragedy
Every tale has an end
Her hero ended up to be her tragedy
A broken tale with no hope for mend

The credits rolled in, the cast lined up
their bows they took and the flowers gathered at their feet
She looked on at him from behind the wings
The actor in him, a role he'll keep.

Heart A-Part

They were two different people, Too young to ever know.
She was more, He either didn't know, or didn't show
She was everything. He ignored.
She gave him her heart, He threw a dart
He shot like a pro, He didn't know
She was his target at first
But now things had gotten worse
It hurt, it pained her
He was breaking everything they were
He wasn't the same
She felt like a game
He played around and thought it cool
He should have seen she was no fool
He thought she'd always be there
and took for granted her love
She saw right through his immaturity
and decided to rise above
She walked away and gave him no say
She'd see to him another day
Her heart was better than a thing of play
She knew she'd hurt, but she'd be okay
Walking away seemed the hardest part
but he never really deserved her sweet heart
She should have seen it from the very start
He wasn't one to ever be smart
Two different worlds they'd been
Two different loves they'd seen
Things and people change
She feared their love had turned strange
Excuses and lies
Forced conversations and 'whys'
Either she had changed or he did
but she knew it was time to call it quits
And quit was what she did in the end
Hoping to call him, at least a friend
anything more just proved to show
They were two different people, Too young to ever know.

One

When One called, the other answered
One reached, the other held
One caught the other when they fell
One kept the secret, the other had to tell
One filled every space the other felt within
One loved the other, through thick and through thin
One brought a smile when the world brought the tears
One fought the demons that brought on the fears
One stayed strong for the weaker of the two
and One kept their love alive and true
While One screamed the other did too
and then they cried together painting over the blues
One smiled and the other grinned
One took control and the other gave in
One called the other out on any fault made
One saw to it, their love would never fade
One put the pieces together, when brokenness took over
One got drunk on love while the other seemed sober
One gave everything to let the other know
That One they would be and forever it would show
One is who they are, whether near or far
One is what they'll be no matter the scars
One Through the heat and the cold
and even when the thunder sounds bold
One heart made of two, united in every season
One person to live for, One love, One reason.
Two they say is better than One
But I believe Two are only better when they can be One.

Word Lust

She sits all alone in the corner of that library
Reading a world she wishes to slip into
One that's brighter than the one she lives in
One where lies are false and love is true.

She escapes into a world of words
Finds her place between each alphabet
And just as well as the words reach into her
She reaches in, and to the story takes herself near

She drowns into an ocean of thoughts that each new page brings
She allows every line to sink into her
Till the moment her heart stings

Stings to know she'll only have this
as long as she's looking into a book.
She'll only be happy when the words surround
As long as she allows herself the solitude of that nook

In her corner surrounded by words and readers alike
she found a place that brought peace of mind
where her demons preferred to sit quiet
and allow her, the word-hungry soul in her, to find

Her need for words to console and words to make whole
is a need that will never grow old
She falls between the pages when the world can't carry her anymore
She is cradled and nestled in the comfort of the pages, that just seem to know

In that spot in the library she's found more to life
Than she ever could elsewhere
She's a dreamer, a doer, possess a lust for words
The girl with a story to share

It is there she fell in love and stayed
There all her confessions made
Only pages of the books she read
Have seen her colors brighten and fade

They've seen her in her loneliness and also in her joy
She's turned to them for every overwhelming feeling
And every ass disguised as a boy

Those books will tell her story
To some young reader like her one day
The hearts shes drawn or the tears that stained pages
all will have something to say

The dog ears and crumples of pages over-read
All will tell the tale of the girl
who for anything other than her fictional world, never cared

In that world of fiction lies her heart
And there is where it chooses to stay
Who needs reality and all it's problems
when happiness is found in the unreal anyway.